🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Suffering: My Fight Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome It was a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, like lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting. The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches typically begin with severe pain around a single eye that persists for several hours. Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods. What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain. Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home. Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center. Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility. Headaches have been described across history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads. Ancient medical texts propose bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies. It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”. Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this. In 1998, researchers published the results of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better. In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms. Specialists say delays in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies. A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed. National guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals. But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy only. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve signals. The national guidelines need revising to reflect a